Change is a good thing after all

Change and chances. 

I woke up one morning to a complete change. Everything was the same, I had the same curtains and the same pictures were hanging on my wall...but everything felt different. The first thing that came into my mind? RUN. This wasn't how I planned it, but there it was, the horror staring right at me. It wasn't the kind of change that had a clear reason to be for the better. And it was the worst morning to wake up to. 

It's something that caught me off guard and frankly something I wouldn't choose for myself. But I guess the change was long overdue. I knew it then and I know it now, I had to alter something because it just wouldn't fit. And cutting that little piece of cloth was probably the hardest I chose to do. Cut your losses, ok lang yan. Then I thought, nalulungkot ba ako kasi feeling ko nagkamali ako..or pwede ko isipin na dapat na ako maging masaya kasi tama na lahat. 

Honestly? It was hard (kinda painful) pero at the end of the day it was more of a relief. Siguro kasi even if I know na I still have my days na ok ako and minsan hindi, eventually it'll all get better. I had to take the chance for change. Kung kailan malakas pa loob ko. And maybe its about time to dive into the unknown. I know I can choose to be happier. Somewhere along the road, i'll thank myself for doing this. I'll thank change for coming into my life. So whoever is only settling and gets thrown a surprise without much choice..take it. There's a much bigger world out there, better people to meet and more meaningful experiences to have. Open your mind to the fact that maybe YOU need to break the cycle. YOU need to choose to be happier. I had to leave some things in the past, but maybe that's what I need to have a better future. Some people might not agree with me, but like I said..kanya kanya naman yan eh. 

What's important is each day I forget and every night before I go to sleep I think about my future. I think about tomorrow and my plans. Change is a good thing after all.